Yesterday was my Birthday...it wasnt the best. Well everything was going great, i was getting phone calls and e-mails and everything. It was fun! Then, it kinda went downhill... Danny is such an asshole. Yeah, he didnt call me on my birthday, his best friend Alonso that I hardly know called me instead! Then his best friend came over. He owed me money but when he got here, he didnt have the money. Well we hung out for a little while and everything was going good. Well then, I looked at Dannys cell phone and turns out he took my # out and hes talking to someother girl and he told her he loved her...I know me and Danny werent an item but he shouldnt of led me on if he was gonna be talking to other girls. Well after that, Alonso could tell I was pissed...I was about to cry. So I walked him out, he gave me a hug and it wasnt like a friend hug...it was a nice hug!!! I felt kinda comfortable with him though...but i know he has a girlfriend and i didnt even wanna go there. But he wouldnt let me leave and like wouldnt let me go...not like thats a bad thing, but still. He left and I just went back to writing my paper for my computer science class. Well I went to go get ready to go to the movies and i just got really emotional. I was listening to song and i started crying like there was no tomorrow. Its so weird, the past 3 years on my birthday, I always cry cause of some stupid boy! They love too fuck me over on my birthday...it fucking sucks! Anyways I did some stupid stuff too...Sean got on to me for it. Well Lynzie came over, I hadnt seen her in forever! Then we all went to the movies...It was me, Lynzie, Zach, his 2 little sisters Nathlie and Vanessa, his brother Nico and his cousin Mark. It was fun, we went to see Spider Man 2...it was good! After I got a text message from Alonso...he said he wanted to see me again. I was like WTF! I told him what about his GF and he was like I dont wanna do anything, I just wanna hang out with you again. I didnt know what to say. We were talking for a while, then he went to Dannys house. I didnt talk to him for long that night though cause I had to go to bed cause I had a test today...but he gave me his house number and told me to call him today. I dont know if I'm gonna call. I really want to cause hes leaving Monday to go to Japan. Hes a Marine and he stationed out there. And then hes not coming back till like December, and i really want to write him and stuff. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'm so confused, I dont know whats going on with me and this guy. I'm sure its nothing cause he has a girlfriend and all but still...it all seems a little weird. Ah! Well tonight I'm supposed to go out with all my friends...as of now, I'm not in the mood to do anything, but I'm sure that will change later. Well, Till next time!