Listening to: Lostprophets - Last train home
Feeling: bad
Its about 10:30...Saturday night. I'm stuck at home watching the passion with my family. I've seen it like 3 times. I can't watch it again. Its too much!
I was crocheting for a while on the couch, then my arm starting hurting so I came to my room. When I'm done, its gonna be a pretty blanket. I prolly wont't finish for a few months though...I don't do it everyday, just when im bored...That and I'm still learning.
I blocked MD from my buddy list but I still find my self unblocking him every now and then to see if hes online or just to read his awasy messge. I know, I know...I'm a dork! Well, it says the same thing, its talking about her...I dont know what to think. As much as he says they are just friends...I don't believe it.
*sigh* I need to drop this whole thing, I know! But its so hard. I don't know why, cause i don't seem to like him as much as I talk about it. I don't know what my deal is...
I'm gonna go crochet somemore, see how much I can get done tonight...
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