Once again... its been forever!!! Well, I havent read my last entry, but from the looks of it, i wasnt doing to good! I dont know why i have the weird mood swings! grrrrr! Like this weekend, I was fine but then my mom brought up the job topic again and it became like the topic of the day! My mom wants me to go talk to someone, she thinks theres like a serious reason as to why i wont go get a job, but i just dont do it cause shes on my ass 24/7 about it! Then she started going off about some other bullshit! I was in the middle was eating and i could feel the tears so i just got up and left and went to my room, or my corner to cry! I really wanna leave so bad, i cant stand not having my own space. At least in Nac, i'd have my best friends, i'd be away from my family and i wouldnt have to hear them bitch anymore! The other day, my mom was bitching again and my aunt said "why do you put her down so much?" I looked at her and i swear I wanted to cry cause its like finally someone sees it! Wow, I was so happy! But it didnt last for long. LOL! Wow, my title really doesnt make any sense now. Well anyways, schools been going ok. I'm the CLAS historian, YAY! I think i'll do a good job at it, but I still can't believe I even ran. Its not like me to do something like this. My weekend at SFA was fun. I saw my friends and Eduardo... We had a good time, the second day at least. It was fun, I missed having someone and I hate to admit that I miss it now. Like i know I dont like him... but then again, when im with him, the feeling its like WHOA! lol! I miss that! I felt really bad cause Steven doesnt know about Eduardo... I love Sergio to death! hehe, he just made my day... look! Sergio says:hey love! i miss you!a rose for you! I dont know what I'd do without him. Anyways... Steven and I have been talking for like a month, maybe a little longer. I really like him, like alot! But i dont think its gonna work out just cause hes ALWAYS busy. but its ok... i cant really complain. I'm supposed to meet up with him today at 1, im a little anxious, and nervous... it needs to be 1 now! lol Well... I guess for the most part, i should be really happy now. Ive gotten rid of so many people in my life, it kinda sucks cause 1 one my best friend, but i guess its for the better! I havent been this happy in a while. I have amazing friends! I honestly couldnt ask for more! OK Ive written way too much! Im gonna go! Till next time!