Its Friday, night... here, alone, nothing new. I just got back from the store with my mom. I got 2 new Cd's All American Rejects and Jason Mraz! They are both so great! Today I talked to my Boss...turns out I no longer have a job, but I didnt get fired. The lady that had my job before came back, so they are giving her her job back...and they're booting me. It kinda sucks, but I'm gonna start working at another office. I don't know when but oh well, as long as I have something...I'm good. Yesterday I started playing soccer with an indoor team in Duncanville. My aunts fiance' owns it place and they decided to put my on a team since they knew I was trying to get in shape. I had my first game last night...it was fun but I'm way out of shape. When the game was done, my aunt asked if I wanted to get on a co-ed open team...i said yeah knowing that was gonna be hell for me. But I guess its good for me and it is fun, so it shouldnt be that bad. My best friend Veronica wants me and her cousin Danny to go see her in San Marcos. I'm all up for it. I'm gonna get to see my future school and Danny has never been there before. We're prolly gonna get a hotel down there and stay the weekend or something. It should be tons of fun! I was talking to Adriana the other day and we were talking about how much fun it would be if me and Ivy went down there to visit her. I think it would be soooo much fun. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to cause I'm so broke now, but I'm sure everything will work out. I can't wait, its gonna be great! I've been getting alot of stuff ready for Valentines day. I know I dont have anyone but I'm gonna send 2 of my guy friends, Julian and Carlos, stuff for Valentins day. I did it last year and I had so much fun doing it like getting stuff together and making cookies and stuff, so I decided to do it again this year. I had to warn both their girlfriends about what I was gonna go, just so they wouldnt get mad. I knew they wouldnt but I had to be sure. I can't wait till I send everything, its gonna be great. I just wish I has someone to spend the holiday with. This is gonna be the first time i've been alone Valentines day in a while. Chances of me finding anyone in about 3 weeks are really slim...even if I just had a close guy friend I would be happy but I dont...I guess I'll get over it. I need to concintrate on other things besides me being alone. I need to be happy and peppy Sarah...no Sad and lonesome Sarah. Things will Change. Till next time