Listening to: Evanescence - My Immortal
Feeling: upbeat
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
This is the best song in the world! It makes me cry everytime i listen to it. I dont know why. It reminds my of my ex alot. Not only that but just alot of things in it remind me of how much I dont wanna be here anymore. There is so much shit going on in my life that I really can't handle now. My mom told me not to come home today...that hurt me...i didnt even do anything. I feel so unwanted right now. My best friend is leaving tomorrow and when he's gone, i'm gonna have nothing. I need someone...I really do! I dont know why but I need someone to run too when i feel like this. Like no bullshit...I'm alone! I don't want to feel like this any more! I want to smile more often, I dont wanna cry anymore!
I don't know you but I care and I'm sorry that you're hurtiing!!!! Never give up!!!! I care!!!!!