Hummm well This is interesting I havent logged in on my old accout on here in forever so I guess its gone now oh well anyway I just wanted to have a place to vent maybe it will make me feel a little bit better. Well A lot has happened in the time that I used to use this site. My girl friend left me for another guy which just happened to be my best friend .Well he was till all this happened anyway. Its been almost a month sence she left me but I still cant get her off my mind but who could blame me we had been together for over 2 years and we were planing to get married, But Oh well thats the story of my life I finally get what I wanted for so long and it gets torn away.Oh well I dubt that anyone will really care about all this I just thought I would let it out and maybe I can get over it or even better maybe I can get her back and stop crying myself to sleep each night. Oh well thats it for now and thanks to all you that take the time to look this over