Its strange to think that I have less than a month left before I leave for basic training. I have been kind of hopeing it would hurry and get here because I have had things on my mind that I want pushed away. But now it seems as though all my time has sliped away, everything here for me has sliped away. "Remember these last words. I will slowly close my eyes. So stay there and watch. My visios is stained the color of blood when I speak of your face. Always, when I speak of your face" Hey Beautiful, heh seems like it has been forever sence I have called you that. I dont know why but the holodays have kept you locked in my mind. Well I finally walked out at work. I liked it there but even being there kept you in my mind I hope you have a Great new year and I just want you to know that I still love you and miss you!