Once agian this is just a letter to you. Well it seems that tomarrow is our day to meet.I hope it goes well though I'm not sure what going well is. I guess its going to be our good bye. I hope it truly isnt forever and you really do try to stay in touch like I plan too. When you left me for him I felt like I lost everything And in a way I know I did.Now that you atleast talk to me I feel as if there is something I can grip on to. I know that your with him and yall seem to be happy but then again so did we. I will charish all the time that we did have together and hope you at least think of them as good times. Its funny how much I just wish I could run up tomarrow and give you a kiss and hug and just cry holding you and tell you how much it has hurt to be without you. But I know thats not going to happen. I guess at least I'll get to talk to you face to face one last time and I probably wont say a words as to how I really feel. It seems like I'm going to have such a short time to see you but I hope I can lock it in my heart just like I did our entire time we had been together. I guess all that I'm saying with all this typeing is that I love you and that I'm going to miss you. I hope when you read this that you dont change your mind about wanting to write me or haveing me right you. I know that your going to tell james about all this so I'm sure that he is going to tell you not too or something so please just return my letters even just a few words would be great. It seems like every day that we did talk I have charished the time and even just the short conversations ment the world to me. There is no way I could ever really tell you how I feel right now and how I have always felt. I know they say that People forget each other over time but I know without a doubt I can promise you I will never forget you, there are too many things that keep you lock in my mind. But oh well I'm sure that you'll get tired of reading all this so I guess I'll let you go. I love you Blair.