Hummmm sure has been a long time sence I have too kthe time to type in this thing. Oh well it wont be long till I wont be able to type in it all, but I guess it really doesnt matter. Isnt it funny how things can go so good for so long then suddenly all those good things just disappear out of your life, nomatter how hard you try to hold on it just slips away. Its funny the past two and a half years of my life seems as if they could have been a dream.Though I know they were real there is something missing though I'm not completly sure what it is. There are so many things I have lost in my life I would know where is had all went wrong though I wish did know and could turn it back to the way that it used to be.Well thats all the complineing that I think I will do tonight and if for some reason I dont make it back on here till after chrismas I hope you all have a happy haliday Oh yeah and I said I my last entry I would answer the question that I had asked all those that took the time to read it well I would relive the time were me and my ex left home for a few days, I had never felt such a connection and so much love as I did those days Though I ended up in a lot of truble I would have traded those moments for the world, and I would give anything to live it once again. And if she ever stumbles apon this entry Heres a note to you. I love you girl and I aways have. I told you that nomater what I would be here right here waiting for you and guess what I still am and I always will be. BUt most of all over anything I just hope you are happy nomater who you are with and I ask only one simple thing Please just remember me as I was those few day we spent alone together.