Damn seems like its been forever. Well to anyone that notices this I finally made it out of Basic about a month ago and now I'm in my A-school. Things I guess have changed a lot sence I left home. Now I realized a lot of things about the way I was that I have complety changed about myself. But it seems those changes came a little to late as now Blair has comeplety given up on even talking to me. But I guess thats the best thing. It seemed all I was doing was causeing her more tears. I guess in a way I hope she can push me completly out of her mind and I think that she might have. Seems things are better when a guy like me just disappears. I wanted so bad the last time I talked to her to just beg her to come back to me just one more time. Well I guess now its way to late to worry about those kind of things I just hope she realized that I do love her and I still can seem to shake her out of my heart. So I guess its now my turn to be hauted be her memory