I think I figured out just how to take things off my mind while there is nothing that i can do about it. Seeking out others that need help a doing my best to help them. I mean I know I have my own problems and for now all I can do is accept them for what they are. I really am done spending all day feeling sorry for myself. And I am done beg for pitty with these entries. Its time for me to man up. Its time for me to live by my Moto be cause I know "You get one shot at live, and I will live it with no regrets" from now on. I will make the right choices and if I make a mistake I will accept it. So come on life throw me your best shot I know who I am now I had forgotten for a while but I know now.