Herm what to say, I have been reading through so many of these entrys on the main page and it is outrageous how many are about people being depressed. I know I know I used to be one of those. But look at me now...I am 20 have a decent job being in the Navy, am working on school and am geting married this summer. Its amazeing how things change in life. I think that is something everyone out there can look forward to. Life changes sad things move away and eventually if you work for it you can find the happiness that you are looking for. I know I have found mine. My wife to be the woman of my dreams. I have loved and I have lost, and I have love once again. I have everything that I could have ever asked for more than I could have ever expected in life. Well I guess thats about all I have to say just a glimps of hope for those that happen to read this. Blair I love you beautiful. less than 2 months left baby and you will be mine on papper lol Grrr I miss you girl