Ahhh here I lay in the middle of the floor at the rec center so I can be on this pice of crap computer. anyway Its seems I have been thinking a lot latly. About me and the things that drive me through life and such. I think about the goals that I have set for myself and hope to oneday reach in the future. I set most of them a few years ago (takeing the advise of many) I think back and wonder if I am geting any closer to reaching these goal and I realize that yes in a way I am. I planed on going to Japan and here I am stuck here for a few years. I planed to be workigs with computers and what a shock I am part of the time anyway. ahhh but there are sevearl that still allude me some that after vertain things happen seem almost impossible to reach but I dont know I guess its is still possible I mean I aint dead yet and I'm still young so Maybe oneday. I realized though that most of these goal were because of a certain someone that knows exactly who they are and now I am sure that they are atleast looking at this page. But I dont know I think those goal are still what modivates me in life. So I hope that one day I reach them all. And I mean all of them