well we are back together, thank God. but i still have some doubt, which is annoying cuz i always have it and it needs to go away. i have a fear hes gonna call me up and let me know he wants to be single or something. i'm just kinda scared about that. but at the same time i dont think hes going to..well i hope not. perhaps i need to just chill out and trust the boy a little better. my mom and bro are in Israel right now. i'm a little nervous about that but i know they will have a good time. anyway, thats all for now. I Love Him. 10 months on the 16th of this month. we kept the same date cuz we only broke up for not even a day. 10 hours i believe. the shittiest 10 hours of my life. lol. thank God its over.