i dont know....i'm not really happy right now. but whats new? my boyfriend was supposed to come over tonight but hes not anymore cuz his dad didnt come home from work yet. honestly, i dont believe that. i just dont think he wanted to come over today. and then he was talking about coming over tonight when his dad got home. that was 7. i said just forget it. we can hang out tomorrow. and he said he was gonna stay the night tomorrow. i'm just gonna tell him not to. he doesnt like to so whats the point? nothing. to be honest, i dont even want to hang out with him. that sounds bad and i do love him to death but...yea i dont want to. i just...have this stange feeling. like...idk. we didnt hang out last night or tonight and when we talk on the phone, its also pointless. we have really shitty phone conversations. regardless we have an awesome time together and we always have something to talk about. idk. i'm just worrying over the stupidest things i guess. it sucks. UGH! its just....idk lol. i'm gonna be on my period soon. that has something huge to do with it. :( I Love Him ********************************************* i'm talking to him right now and i'm seriously overcome with like so much anger. he makes me so mad...and i dont even know why. he just...he gets online before even considering call me. and he gets a job which is great since he hasnt had one in months now and what does he do instead of call me to let me know? gets online. that...makes me mad and kind of hurt for some reason. it would be so much easier if i didnt care. but i do. :(