i'm more like a confused/sad person right now. it sucks man cuz i dont really know what to do. in fact, i dont even really know why i'm upset. i just am and its lame. i'm quitting my job. i've decided i cant take it anymore. i hate it. almost 3 years of that shit. so i'm out. i'll stick it out through april and just pray that something comes my way. i'm really praying and hoping that my dad's business is up and running by may. that way everything will be ok. then i can get my lip pierced. :) i guess me and my baby are good. he didnt come over tonight. which is ok. we dont need to hang out all the time. i'm just so sad and everything and i dont know why. its really annoying tho. i'm worried about something all the time, theres always something on my mind to bother me, i dont knwo. its gay and retarded and needs to stop. i dont know how to make it stop either. *sigh* anyways, thats where i'm at right now. my brother got arrested tonight. again lol. hes only 15. sad. i just want my life back to making sense again. why is that so much to ask? i cant stay happy for a long time. it comes and goes. ugh! I LOve HIm