i seriously hate when he tells me hes gonna call me back but then he doesnt. gr! why even say ur gonna call me back? his dad needed to use the phone so he said for me to call him back. i said no u call me back cuz i dont know when ur dad's gonna be off the phone. so he said ok. well what happened? he didnt call me back. damnit. oh well. i suppose i shouldnt be too mad. perhaps he fell asleep. after all he didnt go to work today cuz he was sick. he better come over tomorrow. i was supposed to go over there today but when i called him after work he was super crabby so i said fuck it. i'm not gonna come over to that shit. anyway, tomorrow is school. i didnt do my homework really cuz i didnt feel like it. so i'm just gonna tell them i did it before spring break really even started and i forgot everything. its lame but perhaps it'll work. i need to stop being a procrastinator. its really gonna catch up to me soon. my dad got laid off the other day. which means hes gonna start his own business. which means i get to quit my job soon and work for him. woohoo! i'm soooo freakin happy about that. i am so ready to quit that horrible place. sooooooo ready. :) its really cold outside. its supposed to snow damnit. i thought winter was over. oddly enough i have horrible sinuses. i cant spell that lol. but its not even warm outside to screw with them. i have allergies in the winter now apparently. *sigh* i guess i shouldnt be mad he didnt call me back. but at the same time it realy bothers me. annoys me really. if u say ur gonna call, why dont u just call? i dont understand how hard it is to just keep to ur word. tell me, how hard? oh well. if i get mad he'll think i'm overreacting. but i dont care. i'm gonna let him know it pisses me off. i'd rather him just say right out that hes not gonna call me back. that would at least be telling the truth. ok thats all for now. ********************************************* i'm writing this the next day, aka the 21st. he did end up calling me last night at almost one in the morning. he said his dad was on a private phone call and they just got off the phone. sometimes i underestimate him and i really shouldnt do that. even tho it was hella late, he called cuz he said he was going to. damn i need to chill and damn am i lucky to have an awesome guy like that. :) Nighttime...ready for sleep.