well nothing is really that awesome lately. a lot of things are happening that i dont want to be apart of or that i wish didnt need to happen. first, a friend that i work with is having martial problems. i think thats how u spell that. anyways, shes bored with her husband. they havent even been married a year yet. i was in her wedding. i cried at her wedding. it was a great night. i talked to her for soo long last night and she basically poured her heart out to me. everything she was feeling, she told me. the kicker...she has feelings for someone at work. hes still in high school. for the love of God, she is married with a two year old daughter and she has a crush on a high school kid. i told this kid he needs to stop talking to her the way he does but he wont. he seems to think he has a chance now that shes rethinking her marriage. i'm pissed. and for some reason unknown to me, i'm in this thing and i dont want to be. not at all. its none of my business and i'm dragged in. and then my friend's husband who is also a friend of mine gets online and talks to me about how he loves her so much and doesnt want to lose her and everything. i was like dang...i hate this. *sigh* lets see..i'm quitting my job. i'm glad. i hate that place. its full of drama, just like high school and i graduated to get away from that shit. so i dont need it at school either. i have to work tomorrow. i dont want to see my friend or the guy who likes her, which he works there also. ugh. then i was supposed to hang with my boyfriend tonight but he had something to do for school and the entire time i had really crappy thoughts of him talking to girls, getting numbers, etc. cuz u know, hes back in the college scene and hes hot lol. so then i was pissed thinking about all those things. then he doesnt even call me when he gets home. he gets online. ugh. so i'm done bitching. i swear if i didnt have one of these online diary things i'd prolly go crazy. I Love Him