theres a couple things i'd like to update on today. first, brandon was a total ass yesterday. for some reason he has it in his head that he doesnt need to call me if plans change. for example, he was supposed to come over yesterday but didnt. instead of calling me for like 2 minutes to let me know this, he just doesnt call. so i finally get realllllllly pissed and i call him. he said he was gonna call. lol. it cracks me up cuz for some reason he doesnt see that calling me when it happens as a good idea. apparently waiting for hours to let me know is out of the question. so i was mad at him. that was gay. then he calls me around 10 or so and wants to talk. not fight lol. the conversations we had yesterday besides that one really sucked. so that was a surprise actually. he never really does that. if we are crabby to each other or we fight, we talk the next day. so that was nice. i'm kinda crabby today. pms. :( next, last night i was talking to my mom about a tattoo idea that i had a friend draw up for me. my mom doesnt want me to get one but i'm going to anway. i'm 19. i'll be 20 in march. so i'm going to. not right now anyways. it'll take a while to save up the money but she cant say no to me. anwyay, my dad comes in asking what we are talking about. my mom said me getting a tattoo. he like freaks out and says no thats where i draw the line. blah blah blah. i'm just standing there, not really believing that he actually thinks he can say no to me. so finally he says something about if i get one i can find myself an apartment. i laughed. that was the stupidest thing in the world to say. i was like fine i dont really care. i'm getting a tattoo if i want to. hes not like no ur not. i said yes i am. he cant stop me. its funny he even thinks he can try and stop me. so that was that. i think i won. well it really doesnt matter. i'll get one if i want one, which i do. i think thats all for now. i'm poor again. it sucks. i think i should have stayed at mcdonalds a little while longer. i wanna go to 6 flags on thursday but i cant cuz i cant afford it. being an adult sucks. thats it. I Love Him.