i really hate when i overthink. instead of leaving things the way they are i make a big deal out of them. basically i do that 99 percent of the time. its annoying and stupid but it always happens. i'm retarded lol. today i talked to brandon like 10 altogether. which is really ok cuz he was crabby and i didnt really wanna talk to him anyways. i called him this morning before he went into work to say hey and tell him to have a good day. he already sounded crabby and not at all happy to hear from me. fine then lol. then he called me after he got off work and that conversation was completey lame. he was bitchin about how his room was dirty or something. ugh. retarded. i dont know. i was tempted to not say i love u cuz i really figured he wouldnt notice. but he said i love and i'll call ya tomorrow. i said ok figuring he would say bye next. nope he said i love u. so i was forced to say it. lol. of course i wasnt forced to say it. oh well. life is awesome. i've been getting back into cross stitching lol. i'm seriously a huge nerd but i dont care. those things are freakin fun to make. i love it. i gotta buy a bunch of string to finish 3 of them tho. i bought 2 more yesterday. i love them and i dont care lol. i got hooked on em. anyways, work tonight sucked my ass big time. it was horrible. sooo damn busy. a couple times i looked at my manager and said i want to kill myself. i wasnt lyin at the time either. i was sooo happy to be out of there. it was so bad. alrighty, thats all for now.