well i do believe everything is getting better. my cold is beginning to go away. my mom made me this thera flu stuff last night and it cleared me up really fast. so woo hoo for that. Happy late Easter! :) my dad bbqed and it was sooooo good. i love that stuff man. yum...! my baby came over also yesterday. everything is better now. no doubts, no nothing. we talked about the whole him sucking at calling me thing and i think that its going to get better. i told him it really bothered me and i wish he would stop doing it. and he said he was sorry and he was already getting better. so i'm just happy about that cuz that reallllllllllly bothered me. just look at my last like 5 entries lol. all about how it pisses me off that he sucks at calling. hehe. hes supposed to come over today. if he doesnt i'm going over there. i just wanna see him. :) i decided to use nair today to shave with and it was messy as hell. i've used it before and now i remember why i quit using it. so messy. and it burns like a bitch too lol. i'm hoping its supposed to burn. i think i left it on too long tho cuz it left a couple of little bumps on my legs and it sucked. but i put hella lotion on and now its all better. i'm gonna use it again in a couple weeks or whenever my hair starts growing back and if it leaves little bumps again maybe i shouldnt use it anymore lol. not sure. i have a lot of homework i decided not to do until right now haha. well actually i'm not even doing it right now. i always do this tho. every damn week i wait till monday night to do my homework. i'm retarded. i'm actually really thinking about taking online classes when i get done with my 2 years at the community college. my aunt and uncle live in Phoenix and i was thinking about taking online classes from University of Phoenix. so i'm actually excited about that cuz i wanna do more school but i hate actually going to school and all that so i figure online classes would be awesome. damn i wrote a novel here lol. oh well thats all for now i think. i'm gonna start looking for a job soon. April is almost over... I Love Brandon. :):):)