i think me and brandon are over. he was supposed to come over today and he didnt. in fact, he didnt even call me to tell me he wasnt going to anymore. heres the story... he was supposed to come over around 2 after he changed his oil. he called me at like 1 something and told me that he wasnt going to come over till later. the phone conversation was fine. i mean, it was fine. nothing seemed wrong. he was a little crabby but he was fine otherwise. then me and my mom went out and when we came back home i called him. he was eating with his family so he was actin retarded. he doesnt like to say i love u in front of them so i just said it myself. he said he was still coming over after he got done eating. that was a little before 6. its now past 10:30 and i havent talked to him since. he hasnt called or anything. and whats even weirder is we play this online game together and i got on his name to just see the last time he was on and all his characters were erased. every one of them. its like he totally erased them all. so i'm pretty sure hes avoiding me. i mean seriously, i would have to be literally the stupidest person in the world not to realize hes avoiding me. what i dont understand is if he wanted to break up why didnt he just do it? he told me that if he wanted to he would just do it. he also told me that if he wanted a break from me he would just tell me. so i'm confused. i'm not entirely sure what to do. his house phone is busy which leads me to believe hes online. most likely playing that game but with another name. :( hes avoiding me. i dont understand why. but...he is. what am i supposed to do? i want to cry really really hard. i want to kill him. hes prolly cheating on me. fuck this really sucks. :( thats all i can think of right now. my heart is basically broken. i'm taking back those books i bought him. stupid asshole. I Hate Him