I guess in some way I want Vang to tell me that he doesn't want me to go out with matt...I want him to be like "No Emily you shouldn't." But no..when I told him he was like "oh.." at first and then he said "Well I think you should." That's not the right answer! LOL But I was thinking about it last night and I realized maybe it just wasn't right with Vang..I don't know..I don't want to wait for him..I don't want him to think he has that kind of power..but yeah oh wells. I guess I have to choose Matt because...out of all the guys I talk to..Matt was the first to make his move and I gave all the other guys plenty of chances to make the move. I just don't know what to do with him anymore. Other than that...Matt is so weird. Like he doesn't really talk to me at school but then after school its another story. But yeah oh well I guess I just want too much attention. LOL speaking of attention seeking people..Kenny is soo freakin' annoying right now. He doesn't understand NO and he gets mad at me when I have to get off the net or phone to talk to a friend. He needs too much attention. LOL and I'm not the one to give it to him.