I honestly don't know where I'd be without her. She's the one person who I can be..ME around. She's that person that understands my stupid little jokes and the only person who I'm comfortable enough with to let my guard down. I'm seriously going to miss her. When I think about leaving WI I'm thrilled, excited, and overcomed with happiness, but then I realize I'm leaving Elizabeth too. And I sink back into my sad little self. Its sad really, I always somehow knew that it was going to happen, I guess I just hoped it wouldn't. I've drifted from my middle school friends. And its my fault. Its not that I DON'T care, its that I assume they don't. Yeah, we say our little "I miss you..how have you been?" But when you dig deep down into, do you really mean it? They were like my second family. I went to them to get away from the stresses of home. And they somehow knew how to cure it all. I miss my relationship with them, and I see them all moving on with their lives, making new friends, and making new memories. And here I am, stuck. Not going anywhere, not doing anything. And trust me, I don't blame anyone for it. I know its my choices that land me here, but I see it as Wisconsin that is holding me back. I want to hold onto these memories for dear life. I never want to let go because I'm scared I'm going to lose them, I'm going to lose you guys. And it seems like I'm already starting to slip...♥EM