Ok..first off VOTE IF YOU CAN PEOPLE! Now..I was talking to Matt on the phone, and I realize we have nothing in common. LOL like..god he is growing on me now..but there's something there that's like "He's just not right for you.." But if I went with that then I would be such a hyprocrite because I said I'm not looking for "love" I just want fun. AHHH..but yeah I called Vang today..I was thinking to myself "If h doesn't pick up I'm never calling again..seriously this time." But he picked up..and I was kind of relieved. But I feel like such an idiot sometimes because I lie to myself..and to others about this situation. I tell Zong I'm never gonna call Vang again..LOL and god I really thought I could just stop..but yeah of course I gave in. I guess now I just gotta wait until he calls me..and we'll sees what happens from there.