Its weird how people I don't even know can inspire me to write something..even though I have no idea what to write. HAHA ok..I'm a werido. ANYWAYS..I FINALLY GOT MY MSN BACK! :) But now, there's nothing to do. EVERYONE HAS A LIFE. For Elizabeth..thanks for wondering about what's going on in school with me. You seriously don't understand how much I depend on you. So, I'll update on the situation with West: Its over. I don't really get affected as much as I use to. (Thanks Felicia..you're advice truly worked). I can look at them and not want to pull her and his hair out. I'm happy for him. He'll have someone there for him next year. And she's more his type. As for my non-existant love life, I'm fine with it. No needs for boys in my life right now. All I need to think about it "40 MORE DAYS TIL I'M GONE!" :) Can you believe that? FORTY DAYS until I'm out of here. forever. Its just fucking great. But, back on the "guys" thing, I think because I set such high standards for myself, I expect boys to meet them too. But the weiredest thing is that out of all the boys I've dated, only one of them wasn't a pot head. How sad huh? I always seem to be breaking my own rules all the time and I always get hurt but I never learn from it. ahh..but that's me for ya. ♥EM