he came on told me not to worry..one day it will happen..that he wasn't lieing and left me again. How does he expect me to trust him when all he does is run away from me? its like he wants me to trust him..but he does so much shit to me. everyone is leaving me by myself and I'm the most distructive when left alone. i don't know how much longer i can take it..i need to understand what he wants from me. am i just a toy to him..? does he just see me as a nuicense? if so..he needs to tell me now. before i fall even more.