Twenty days til I leave. I should be sad, crying, taking every thing I see around me and take mental pictures. But I'm not. Its not that I'm NOT sad to leave, its just that I've come to terms with it. Its what I really need. You know how things have to be done even if you don't want it to but you know it NEEDS to happen? That's how I feel like. Like I NEED to leave Milwaukee. But I will admit missing the view of Miller Park, or cruising Lake Dr. But, there will be another amazing view, and a great street to cruise back in Fresno. I miss my home. I miss my blood family. Its time I go back to them. Because, with all honesty, it hurts more to know that I've missed out on all of their lives than it hurts to know I'm leaving Milwaukee. I mean, when I visit, I hear all these stories of them and school, and all the memories that they had, without me. And all I could do was sit there and smile. But now, I'm going to be able to get all the inside jokes, and not feel left out anymore around my own family. I'll get to see my little cousins grow up, and I'll get to be there when someone gets married. So, for all the things/people I'm leaving in Milwaukee, all the future events in Fresno makes up for it. School is almost over..just need to take finals. ♥EM