I'm sorry you feel like I screwed up your life, but I don't need to hear how you wished that your own kids were never born and that you wished you never married our father. I'm sorry you were never ready or never experienced the life you always wanted. But don't blame it on me. I wasn't the one who chose to come into your life, you made that mistake when you didn't use a fuckin condom. DON'T FUCKIN BLAME ME. and its sad that you look at me and see me as the person who ruined everything for you. This is your life now. DEAL WITH IT. I hate my life also, but do you hear me complaining everyday about it? DO you hear me telling you that I hate you for giving me life? AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO KEEP IT IN. at least i know that if i said that it would hurt you but something in your damn head doesn't connect the fact that telling your kid that they were the one who ruined your life isn't right. I'm sorry mom.