I'm tired of trying to make it work between me and him. And when I say "make it work" I don't mean a relationship thing, I mean a friendship. I really want us to be friends..I mean after everything..I deserve that at least right? But its ok..because I've found out that I can never count on him..never. People these days...I mean I try not to be bitter, I try not to be mean..I try to trust people..but they always take advantage of that.. and I'm tired of trying. Especially with him. Registration today for Buchanan High. *EDIT//Aww..I was just looking back on old sitD entries...I swear..I feel so bad for the things I've done. LOL for example..Matt. Aww..I miss that kid. He just had to move back to Indiana in the middle of the school year eh? *sighs.* I was so mean to him, but he was always so nice to me. :( I guess I just didn't have that attraction to him that I should have when I'm going out with someone. Hm..but yeah. I swear..I wish I could just repost some of my old entries..LOL. they bring back such good/bad memories. Like the thing with West.OMGOSH lol...I feel so stupid for that. I swear..I look back at it now and reread it and laugh so hard. West...well let's just say he was a good friend..and something could've happened but it didn't.. I think I just needed a guy to mess with and he was there. lOl but in the end it didn' work because he found a new girl. Its ok though lol. I'm alll gooood. Life is never as bad as we think it is. ♥EM