EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT. WE HAD EVER DETAIL DONE. THE MOVE TO CALI WAS SUPPOSE TO BE GREAT. AND THEN, EVERYTHING STARTED TO FALL DOWNHILL. FIRST, MY DAD DECIDED HE DIDN'T WANT TO GO THROUGH WITH THE PURCHASING OF THE HOUSE. HE TRIED TO GET ME TO SEE THAT HE WAS RIGHT, BUT NO. I WON'T EVER AGREE. MY MOM IS TOTALLY PMSING AND SAYING THAT I'M NOT GETTING MY ADORABLE PUPPY. FRIENDS ARE FLAKING OUT ON ME. I'M JUST LOSING IT. I FEEL THE NEED TO BREAK DOWN, BUT I CAN'T. EVER SINCE THEN, I'VE CONVINCED MYSELF THAT I'M STRONGER THAN THAT. BUT WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG, AND YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU'RE LOSING, IT SEEMS LIKE I'VE JUST HUMILIATED MYSELF AND I'M STANDING HERE ALONE. AND PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO REALIZE, THAT THE IMAGE I PUT UP, ISN'T REALLY ME. I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. ♥EM