I use to think that he was a different person inside. That he hid who he really was by being mean and cocky. But I've realized, that it IS him. That is how he is. I gave him so many chances, and he's refused all of them. Maybe I imagined all the things he did to make me think that he does return the feelings. Maybe I read into something too much. I tend to do that you know. I'm sorry that I ever thought you were someone better. Because you're not. You really have no respect nor do you care for anyone else but yourself. I feel sorry for you. Because if you keep this act up, you're going to end up lonely, and I'm going to end up with someone who is really worth all my time and energy. I'm pretty sure you all know who I'm directing that too. Jen, Kay, and Christine all hate the new guy I'm talking to. Maybe they have a reason to. Maybe they are right. This guy reminds me of Vang so much its scary. He says, does, acts in every single way that Vang did. That's a direct sign right there I should walk away before there's another repeat of what happened with Vang. Our past mistakes are only forgiven if we have learned from them. If I continued something with Cheenou, I would be doing exactly what I did with Vang. And I considered everything I did with Vang some of my stupidest mistakes. Its time to end it with Cheenou. ¢¾EM