Finished with Joe last night. :-( It wasn't because of the moody thing, he basically came online and told me he had some bad news, and then rang me and told me the bad news. He basically said that he'd be working all through the christmas holidays and so wouldn't be able to see me at all, and also his gran was ill, so he'd have to use his time off to see her. Despite the fact that I had allready tried to tell him that this was going to be a problem about 2 weeks ago, but he convinced me it'd be okay. So yeah, I'm feeling kind of let down and stupid, plus the fact that when I asked him last night if he really meant it when he said he loved me, he said he didn't know. And then he cried when I told him I didn't want to talk to him. In fact, we both pretty much cried though the whole conversation. I didn't want to put the phone down, but I didn't want him to go away. I didn't want him to text me today, but I did. I told him I didn't. And now I want him to. I feel like shit. I want him to be still here. :'-( I'm crying as I write this. Balls. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He was sorry that he was wrong, apparently. He thought it would work. Fucking cry all you like dickhead, I hope it fucking hurts like hell.