im here, not to much to say, benji is not on, im depressed again, im not in the mood of going out or anything, i have been in front of my computer for 3 hours wating for benji. Im sad, i dont wanna do anything, fuck!!! why everything has to b so difficult? Im not a drama queen, get it! i just need someone like me!!!! here's a poem: I dont know what to feel anymore, Breathing alone is senseless. I don’t hear the silence, Now I hear ur whisper. Im alone in this world, Everything I want is not here, It hasn’t even faint, The wind brings u here, But this wind is cold. U’re gone, but u’ve never came, Im down, but uve never buried me. I sink in my flesh, and feel the pain inside, I sink u with me, but u’re never down. My mind crawls with every memory of u, I cry, cuz the sky does it too. And when im isolate, The moon hugs me, And makes me clear, It bounds me to u, And grasp our souls into one being. Don’t blurry my thoughts, Blurry my heart instead, Ur love is painfull, but the pain feels so good, Let me stay here and just wait for u. The silence speaks, When we are together, when we both feel That the only thing that hurts Is the feeling of sorrow, And the lack of u being beside me.