well yeaterday i got home from the beach, i was there a hole week, and honestly i wanted to come back (i missed my computer, hehe). it was fun, i got drunk last monday, cuz it was my friends birthday, so i brought a bottle of vodka, and bought sprite, and then at night we went to the beach and the disco, and well...i got wasted, i dont remember anything, but my friends said it was really funny, all the things i said... haha. the rest of the week was ok, on friday i cut, cuz i was bored and like usual out of place in the disco full of preps hoes fooling around, so i went to the bathroom and u know what happened....i didnt cut much.... besides i was missing benji a lot.. on saturday the disco was fun, i had nothing 2 do and i run out of vodka, but i was dacing 50 cent, haha, and 'lil john, it was funny. that same day, my friend met a guy and she made out with him, and the worst thing is that she was going out with my other best friend, and now im kind of stuck in the middle, cuz i dunknow if i have 2 tell felipe (my friend) about what melissa did(my other friend). i feel awful cuz i had promised felipe i would watch her out... oh but i cant do nothing, i just told melissa to broke up with him, cuz she's hurting him, cuz the guy likes her a lot and she, well.. doesnt..oh its weird... anyways, thats all about me for now, oh i 4 got, benji wrote me apoem!!!!it was so nice, i love him more each day..... love u assholes, just kiddind, love u benji(slitmywrist666), fuck u world!!..........