THIS HAPPENED ON SUNDAY::::: Today was one of the worst days of my life. It was one of those days u donýt wanna feel or live at all. I had the worst discussion with my parents, they said so many things to me, and I felt so bad. Now I donýt have posters on my wall, and I feel nothing. I wanna die so bad, I donýt feel, I donýt wanna scream or even say fuck, I donýt blame no one, the problem is just me. Im the weird one, and im the one thatýs wrong, I feel so destroyed, Im a piece of shit, I donýt wanna talk, so im writing. I donýt wanna cut either, I know that I would feel nothing, blood wont heal me this time. I just wanna sit outside on the rain, and cry and just let the rain drown me, I wish so bad I could turn back time, and oh I wish I could b some one else so bad. Im crying, so quietly, like when u don't want ppl to notice, this could b my last note, I know it wont, but I feel like it. I am no ONE