today we whent to eat japanesse, oh fuck, im sick, i didnt like the food at all, imm gonna have to throw up or something, lol. We also went to the mall, and it was so crowded, I HATE PEOPLE!! im so tired right now, and i was wishong 4 benji 2 b on, but his not, oh i need him so bad, i feel pathetic and stupid but hes the only one who doesnt make me feel alone, the song im listening says: "plz dont let me here 2 die", i love him, u most b tired of hearing this but i really mean it, anyways, thats my day, bored, IM SO FUCKING ALONE!!!