Do u remember me calling myself on the mirror, trying to surpass my face and grab my heart, just to rip it in pieces and eat my insides? There was no salvation, there will never be, my walls were shrinking slowly, I was living my own fantasy. Its true, I was blinding my reality, but I screamed 4 u to keep ur eyes shut! never blame me, I said: never go. U turned away….i was cornered, my hands were shaking, numb and colder, think again: did u needed me then? U’ll realize it was all a mistake, u were just a hypocrite and I loved to fake u wanted me, but I fucking needed u, and the earth down here is so thick!! Do u remember me crying on the bathroom floor, holding ur plastic hand that was “stopping my blood”? I was too ugly, 4 u to kiss my lips in black, but here im pretty 4 the revenants. I know u seem happy now that im gone, but I’ll keep ur skin, smile and bones, there’s no mystery: I obviously love u, here u cant reject me, cuz my grave is well sealed. tell me what u think