well im really alone at thin point. i dont have any friends, only daisy and she lives far from my house so i cant hang out with her very much. My "supossed best friend" (girl) the only thing she says lately when we go out is : "im so fat, oh i need to b thiner", and im like shut up!!!!!! cuz i hate ppl like that and especially when they are not fat at all. and my other best friend (boy) he just call me to go out bcuz she likes my other best friend, so he usses me just to hang out with my other friend and tell her she is not far, and blah blah. oh !!! and besides them, i have no one to hang out, cuz i dont like anybody truly, and i know that when they tell me if i wanna go out and i say no, they are like: camila is such a weirdo. oh but they dont know that they are the issue, so FUCK U ALL!!!! i dont need them, eat a lot of shit if u want. and for the other hand benji is never on, and i miss him a lot, and hes like kind of the only one who makes me feel happy, im trying not to cut so bad. but i know that at this point if i cant talk to benji im gonna end all blooded, and i dont wanna. well thats all of my pathetic life till now, comment and tell me what u think of if u dont wanna then fuck u, hehe, lol, just kidding.