there's ppl like me

by deathislife
Feeling: moody
my day was so sleepy, im doing a school work now... how bored. I havent cut since last friday, and since i saw the program bout cutters and since some ppl tell me to stop, i dont know im trying really hard to stop. I promised benji i wasnt gonna do it again, and i will try, but being far from him makes me so fucking sad, and thats why i sometimes cut. Im not telling u its his fault, cuz i also cut cuz i feel like no one understands me and my friends arent like me; they just have a happy life and i dont... Im not a drama queen, but U JUST DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL!!! i wanna talk to someone like me plz!! (benji i need u)
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yeah. it does feel good. for a while. and then people find out and call you names and you feel ashamed for what you have done to yourself. and you've hurt others. oh well, I got over it.

and I have the CD too. I love thee Sum 41! :D
[Anonymous]
hey, im NOT benji, but i'll talk to u if u need sum1 and no one else is around, k? well anyways (not bashing u or anything), i've cut myself before, and i dont think it feels good.. but hey, people feel different things, ya know? well alright, look me up. l8er.
[Anonymous]
its DEAD kennedys not (death)....and p.s stop hiding in your own world, I hate goth people
nopies. i got yahoo messenger, im on that, like, every single day for at LEAST 5 minutes. LoL
my average time on yahoo is. bout 5 hours. lol but im about to go to bed.. so g' night.
l8er
my email is hali_jazzmine_starr_01@yahoo.com
[Anonymous]
Ah, jeez, don't tell anyone you cut. It has a tendancy to form shame, and you certainly don't need that. I cut because it turns me on. 'Used to cut from anger, but now i confront. Also from the cliche "noone understands me", but that wasn't a real reason, and delayed the process of discovering the real problem.

I'm sorry if this just ain't helping and wow.. i'm on your friends list? That goth-hater boy who commeneted has an invalid opinion. =p
[boy]
I guess what i'm ATTEMPTING (but seemingly failing) to say is, there's nuthin' wrong with cutting. Keep your mind on hygeine; steralise your instruments if there's a chance you will cut. Don't get me wrong, there are serious disadvantages from self mutilation, but as are there disadvantages from smoking. Above all, KEEP SAFE. And remember: Stay beautiful.
[boy]
Do you still need to talk to someone you can relate to? Don't respond to this if it feels uneasy, i can understand. Thank you, by the way, for granting me worth.
[boy]
Awwww....poor you