He’s ignoring me, he’s avoiding me, and I’ve barely talked to him this week. I guess it’s all over, well it never really started, but still I was hoping this time it would work out, but as always, it was just a another fucking one night stand, and I continue here alone, crying (well moaning) over past things….. and what hurts the most, is that he really put all my hopes high, I really like him, and it fucking hurts and makes me feel like shit, the simple fact that it didn’t mean a thing for him, he must be probably regretting it, or he has just probably forgotten it. I guess, I overreact, but it’s kinda making me sick the fact that I guy cant like me, or well THE guy I want….. And its just that that night I really felt him, he held me, and I felt like we were feeling it, but then again, we are reduced to silence, and he just ignores, just like last time…… it hurts, it hurts…… and I cant help it, I just want him….. if only he could love me…..i hate his fucking INDIFERENCE….