today i talked to benji, it felt so good, i love him so much, he told me he'd missed me and i told him about my cutting issue, and he said i had to stop really cuz i didnt need no harm myself like that, im so proud of him cuz he hasnt cut like in 3 moths. i asked him if he had dated some1 lately, he luckly said no cuz he like to stay loyal to me, awww, i do the same thing, anyways i hope i can talk to him soon, love u babe....