i've had a shitty day, i dun now, im so sick of my mom, she expects so much from me, but im trying to ignore it really bad, i almost cut today, cuz i was feeling really bad and i was in the shower, and i saw the razor blade, and fuck oh i was just thinking : if i could just cut myself that would make me feel better, but i remember enji and the promise and stuff so i resisted. now i have 2 get ready for my cousin's prom, yea another fight with my mom, if i can make it throught tonite without cutting, congratulate me hehe lol. well there a fucking bored night coming ahead, just try to imagine me with a dress!! oh shit!!!