the benji thing is over, i think, i cut yesterday, just a small one, then i regret it, love is bindly madly, i wrote this poem... This is definitely goodbye, I never so this coming so soon, I expected it somehow But it stabbed me suddenly. It’s not your fault, I don’t blame you at all, It’s my issue my Calvary And its all because my loss of control. This is my goodbye, No damage from you It all returns to my skin I’m falling, failing. And again I find my life Based in fictional expectations, I needed you so wrong, I missed you for so long. But you keep telling me you still love me And that is what hurts the most Cause afterward I know I’ll lose you, You’ll replace me and won’t miss me anymore. Remember I loved you, I can’t regret all the dreams I hung on you, My chest tonight is really open This is the wound you left over my sewed heart. Her name is painful, your words are bullets, My begs are useless, your feelings gone, I tell you honey that’s how I’ll lose you Your picture fading within my bloody drops.