im here writing again, i have nothing 2 do, my sister is watching harry potter 3, and i have seen it a million times, so here i am, hehe. benji is not on, i miss him, but i cant do nothing. the prom yesterday was so fucking bored, i didnt do anything interesting, i just sat in a table with my cousin making fun of the dj, he was so stupid, the food was horrible, and no drinks, well i had champagne, and a little of smirnoff, but still i didnt even enjoyed it. well i found this poem, i didnt write it, but its cool, it makes me think of benji...its called i wonder: when you look to the stars at night and gaze into the vast abyss do you ever become filled with fright do long for one single kiss? do you think for more than a moment of the easiest escape to me? so that maybe for more than a glimpse together we could finally be and when you stare at the moon in the sky do you ever see tears falling from his eyes and if everything you’ve ever known turned out to be a lie would you cry? or still stand by my side? and when you feel the mocking of my soul falling upon your sacred skin do you turn and scream out to my name thru manna, originally sin?