today i was in a bad mood al day long, i dont know why but i wanted to cry and stuff, i really dont know whats wrong with me. I've realized that in my life when everything starts going cool and fine, it all just break into pieces and screw up and fuck off, and then im depressed again cuting myself, and im so sick of that!! i went to a new mall today, it was cool but i didnt buy anything bcuz i had no money hehe, but i ate in taco bell (yummy). now im here, outthere is raining and i rent the buterfly effect so im gonna see it later. thats my life for now, bored, depressing and pathetic....