yesterday was my sister's birthday, she had a party, it was so stupid, just try to imagine 11 year kids embarrased to dance or sing in a karaoke machine, hahaha, a bunch of losers. 2 of my friends were there, we were bored most of the time. when they left, they finally made out!! finally!!, my frined told me it was a complete mess, but that they will get better, lol. there work togheter so well, and u know, it kind of gets me frustrated, to see that most of my friends they have like this cool guy, and i , well, i dun know, its really hard cuz i really like benji, but hes so far, and if u think about it, our thing its pathetic sometimes, but i dont care, cuz i love him, really he makes me feel special, i just wish so bad he was here. and I DONT WANT ANOTHER GUY EXEPT HIM, but it frustrate me, its frustating to see that in ur life everything is so complicated, really...., i need help, i need him!!!