I am in a fuck the world mood right now and that is why I am listening to this song it really plays the mood out. This mood is kind of a mixture of being alone and blaming myself for it and also trying to cover it up with a mask of hatred towards the world that neither accepts me nor rejects me. I have been pretty inspired to write wierd stuff lately on my guitar and lyrically and my band and I are starting to put together some new shit music is my only escape. Shit I gotta go I have a recording session in like an hour.