well yeah umm I feel a little bit better this time but you know its still not all that great, I refuse to talk to my step dad, fucking asshole shit faced mother fucker, sorry, I am just well meh right now. I really like Korn a whole fucking lot now, I bought the greatest hits album today from Brandon Booth for five dollars. which he is going to use to buy cigarettes lol. I have one question for no one, why? isnt that a great question? why me? theres an even better one ohh well whatever. Did you know for a christian Zakk Wylde curses a hell of a lot lol? I miss having a fucking amp I can't hear myself playing anymore, its sucks ass, and well the only thing I am really looking forward to is Saturday. I love this line in this Korn song "All I want to do is get with you and make the pain go away." I have had that line stuck in my head since right after fourth. I wanna do something, the days are going so slow, waiting for Saturday, when I get to hang out with Kady and Sylvia. I hate my parents, I dont want to have anything to do with them well mostly my step dad. Whatever I am gonna go now.