Dont know what to feel

by dimebag
Listening to: Suicide Messiah
Feeling: uncomfortable
whoo yeah umm I really am confused about something lately and the wierd thing is, its about being confused about something else. I wanna do something but I know I shouldnt but the rest of my body tells me I should, it is frikin killing me, I am bleh right now. Kyles friend/almost girlfriend is coming over today, I am very happy for him, but you know seeing him hold her after we finish a set kills me man I am really lonely, but I am grateful to have someone I can tell everything to,yeah Jennifer just got here and Kyles still asleep, isnt that great, lol. Man I am still out of it, I had to go to the doctor today to get a piece of a lawn mower removed from right next to my balls loodooloodooloo, it hurts like hell, my nuts are so sore right now it hurts to walk, it sucked I had to get all naked, ehh I am just really bad with being naked in front of other people it is just wierd for me, meh oh well.
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it really sucks being confused about being confused. you know with school starting soon, maybe you wont be so lonely, maybe you can find some non-whore, non-stalker girlfriend. lol. i hope so, maybe this year will be better for both of us. juniors..is that insane or what well, i'd say it should be the best year. well anyways, i hope you figure out whatever it is you are trying to figure out. almost confused myself there.
yeah, i want lonely until i woke u this morning, that sucked, but getting a piece of lawn mower removed from right next to my balls would suck a lot more, esp since i dont have balls, but it could be worse, at least it wasnt your balls it hit, well later.
i just re read all of your entries... that poem/song thingy you wrote is so awesome. yeah, i'm really bored. wee evanescence rocks! boredom teeming to insanity....lol...i really hope you can get on tonight. oh wow..i'm so good. ha you just got on...
dimebag kicked so much ass, dude, i truly missed him.
Hey there...I haven't had the greatest day, what about u?
thanks, id add you too. and zakk wylde rules btw
do you play in a cover band or an original?
a dimebag dedication sounds kickass dude
Hey whats ^??? Well ya I dont really know what to say so l8er so yuh know Im Kt
yeah...I can understand how ya feel

Araya
that sounds cool. man, i would love a local band who can play pantera, the only covers ive seen people play are green day and song2 which is pretty amatuer, or like, AC/DC without the kickass angus young solos.
that sounds awesome...so youre a guitarist, coolness. what guitar/pedals do you use?

and i dont own these, but http://www.jimdunlop.com/products/electronics/crybaby/index.html

sorry, i just had to link to them, 'cause they're friggin awesome, and my dream gear